I just watched Bride Wars.

I thought it was an okay movie. Think Eugene or Kelvin advised not to pay to watch it but it's really okay and my type of movie (like Hans said).
And errr. I cried terribly.

I wish I had a BFF too. :(
You know really deep in my heart, I've always wondered why my closest friends (ever since primary school!) - who I consider my bestest bestest friends - always have other friends who are more important than me. Like I never had one friend who I can call when I just wana talk or when I'm feeling down and pathetic and small. I must have said this before, but I always feel so lonely if not for the boyfriend. Like if I quarrel with the boyfriend and I just want someone to rant to, I can scroll all the way down to the end of my phonebook and find no one who wouldn't be too busy for me.

I've tried! And everyone is either out with boyfriend or already have plans and stuff. Of course they have their own lives. And I can't wish that my friends all stay unattached and friend-less, just in case I needed someone to be there for me at anytime. Right?

I mentioned this to the girls once or twice before and while they all said I could call them when I need someone to talk to, I don't feel like they're obliged to really care about me. It's like I'm just disturbing them and wasting their time altogether.

Sometimes..
Just sometimes, I wonder if I'm not worthy to be loved.


okay sorry this is totally not about the movie. blahs.